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In de lift: met mezelf; part two

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Ben ik uit de lift gekomen? Ik stap in de lift en druk op de rode knop voor noodgevallen. Terwijl de lift omhoog gaat stapt er een klein meisje van ongeveer zeven jaar in. Het meisje kijkt op naar me en merkt dat ik verdrietig lijk. ‘Wat is er aan de hand, Kara?’ vraagt ze met haar onschuldig stemmetje. Ik zucht diep en staar voor mij uit: ‘Oh, het is allemaal zo verwarrend.’ zeg ik. ‘Ik voel me soms zo alleen, en het lijkt alsof niemand echt begrijpt hoe ik me voel.’ Het meisje vraagt: ‘Alleen, maar waarom?’ Er is even een moment van stilte, het meisje verroert geen vin en luistert maar naar mij. ‘Ik heb begrepen dat dit mijn leven nu zal zijn. Mezelf als enige goede vriend, als enige die ik kan vertrouwen, met wie ik kan lachen en wie mij door mijn zorgen zal kunnen helpen. En waarom? Omdat IK de enige ben die heeft meegemaakt wat ik heb meegemaakt. Ik alleen weet hoe het echt is. Er zijn mensen gekomen die zeiden: ‘Ik kan het begrijpen, Kara. Ik kan me helemaal inleven in wat je heb...

In the elevator: with myself; part two

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Did I make it out the elevator? I get into the lift and press the red emergency button. As the lift goes up, a little girl of about seven gets in. The girl looks up at me and notices that I seem sad.  'What's wrong, Kara?'  she asks in her innocent little voice. I sigh deeply and stare ahead: 'Oh, it's all so confused,' I say. 'I feel so alone sometimes, and it seems like no one really understands how I feel.'  The girl asks: 'Alone, but why?'  There is a moment of silence, the girl doesn't move a muscle and just listens to me.  'I understand that this will be my life now. Myself as the only good friend, the only one I could trust, with whom I could laugh and who could help me through my worries. And why? Because I am the only one who has gone through what I went through. I alone know what it is really like. People came and said: 'I can understand, Kara. I can totally empathise with what you've been through.' No. You can't...

Blue eyes

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    Blue eyes are the dream eyes their so full of light and also oceanic Blue eyes are the celebrity eyes  They are the eyes that tell you your right Blue eyes they are so bright and clear Watching them you can have no fear Blue eyes are the promise of tomorrow * Blue eyes they can be so wise And show emotions from surprise To sorrow that no words can ever say And yet so much more in a single glance they convey Blue eyes , so full of grace A reminder of the strength and a never-ending grace Blue eyes , so full of light Shining through the darkness of our world and guiding us through the night. * Blue eyes are such a charm They light up the sky and keep us safe from harm. Blue eyes, so bright and bold The symbol of the star-spangled shield Blue eyes , so full of life Never faltering in the face of danger, always standing by his side Blue eyes so bright and true A blessing from heaven to " blue eyes " so sweet and so few. * ~ Blue eyes are just blue ~

Expecto Patronum

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  As Harry asked his godfather, "Does it hurt to die?" he shed a tear. Sirius smiled with peaceful eyes, "Not at all," he said, without any sighs. His eyes filled with laughter. _ "Then why are people afraid to die?" He asked, adjusting his glasses. "People fear death 'cause they must leave Their loved ones behind, and that's what grieves. His godfather said, with a smile that passed. "It's leaving loved ones with words unsaid, That makes dying seem like a bad dream. _ But dying like falling asleep, Floating away in a stream so deep. It's the best part of life, my dear, Where you chase your dreams without any fear. ___ "Why did you have to die?" Harry cried, his eyes full of tears. "Everyone has to die one day," His godfather said, calming his fears. "Accept it with a smile, don't dread it. __ "What if I forget you?" He wept, sobbing with pain. "“It's okay to forget and move on, Embr...

Arthura Pendragon

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  I am lying in my fluffy featured bed when the guard storms into my dorm.  “Princess, we are under attack.” he blurts out.  I step out of bed and start wearing tight armour and my crown. I run outside and look around me everywhere. People were in panic. I take my sword and slice through the evil monsters that invade my kingdom.  I look at the iron gate and see that it’s trembling as a horde of men are pushing against it and shaking it. “Commander Strickler, guide the people to a safe passage. The gate won’t hold any longer.”   The commander hesitates for a moment and says, “But princess, we need to get you to safety, without you this kingdom is nothing.”  I stand on my word and say, “The people go first.” There are men that brutally kill my people. They look like wild dogs that haven't been released in years now. It is all so much for me, but I can’t show any fear. I have to stand strong. I can’t just stand there and watch as my kingdom is being torn ...

Sakura 🌸

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🌸 A symbol of hope 🌸 Kaori has always been fascinated by the beauty of sakura. Growing up in Japan, she had eagerly awaited each spring when the cherry trees would burst into bloom, transforming the streets and parks into a sea of pink and white petals. But this year was different. Kaori had been diagnosed with cancer, and the thought of missing the sakura season filled her with despair. As the weeks passed, she watched from her hospital window as the trees outside slowly shed their blossoms until only a few stubborn petals remained. Then, one day, her doctor gave her unexpected news: her condition had improved enough for her to leave the hospital and return home. Overwhelmed with relief, Kaori made her way to the nearest park to see the remaining sakura blossoms for herself. As she stood under the trees, breathing in their sweet scent and watching the petals drift lazily to the ground, Kaori felt something shift inside her. The beauty of the sakura filled her with a sense of hope a...

Responsibility

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No one has the guts to stand up No one wants to stand in the leader's shoes. No one wants to take responsibility No one wants to make or take a decision. No one is not afraid *** Everyone is trembling with fear, Everyone is looking for someone to make the decision. Everyone wonders what will happen to them. Everyone wants to be done with it Everyone wants to go home *** The leader picks up the pieces The leader puts them back together again. The leader is also scared. The leader makes a decision The leader also doesn't know the outcome. *** No one stands with the leader The outcome speaks for itself. Everyone blames the leader. The outcome is not what was expected. The leader says: *** "When you had the chance to make the decision, you didn't. Now that a decision has been made,  it's easy to put the blame on the leader. Then you have someone to blame. I made a decision when a decision had to be made. I took responsibility when no one else would." * For Tony St...